I'm fucking tired of supporting you.
I do NOT want this kind of life.
I can honestly say that things were better if you didn't show up.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
deja vu
A good thing about no one knowing this blog is that I can post anything I want.
It's been a long time since I used this. I thought that there was nothing secretive and deep that I need to express out.
Well, as you know, I'm in form 4 and it's my first year in Cempaka. It started out really nice. Like seriously, like heaven on earth. I made friends with different races, different backgrounds, different personalities..Kind of a "once in a lifetime" for me..? I guess so. It was really fun. I had no enemies and no one that I'd like to beat the crap outta them.
But I missed 2 months of classes for the school production. It kinda made me drift away from the bond of 4 Science 2. It was a good experience for me to join the production, and I made friends from Damansara, CILC and Cheras International. My violin improved a HELL LOT and I had the time of my life there. After the performances, it was the 2nd semester of the year.
There was a new student in class on the first day of the new semester. She sat behind us and we made friends with her. Quickly, she became part of our gang. It was awesome. She was from a government school, like me, so we kinda get to compare schools and school rules. She was one of my best friends in school. My "gang" consist of 4 girls.
During finals, 1 of the girls in my "gang" drifted apart from us. I thought it was because we were too busy studying, so we didn't talk much to her. But even after finals, she neglected to hang out with us anymore. She didn't hate us, but we just don't go for breaks together and gossip together. We didn't even get to do the stuff that we discussed before finals, like going for baking classes, going shopping etc. Of course, we didn't get to do ANY of the stuff because she kinda forgotten about us.
But we still treat her as our friend. The question is, Is she treating us as HER friend?
And there's another girl. She's been hating my new friend since the week she transferred here. At first it was just an misunderstanding, but she held on to the grudge till today. But it's like, seriously, we've been with my friend the whole time in school, and she did NOTHING to her. Alright, WE did nothing to her, too. Now it's like our once "so-called" friends hate us because of her.
I know she's my friend, but I came to Cempaka to avoid all these from my previous school. I came here to start a new school life which doesn't involve all this. Is it worth it to protect my friend and being hated by all?
It's been a long time since I used this. I thought that there was nothing secretive and deep that I need to express out.
Well, as you know, I'm in form 4 and it's my first year in Cempaka. It started out really nice. Like seriously, like heaven on earth. I made friends with different races, different backgrounds, different personalities..Kind of a "once in a lifetime" for me..? I guess so. It was really fun. I had no enemies and no one that I'd like to beat the crap outta them.
But I missed 2 months of classes for the school production. It kinda made me drift away from the bond of 4 Science 2. It was a good experience for me to join the production, and I made friends from Damansara, CILC and Cheras International. My violin improved a HELL LOT and I had the time of my life there. After the performances, it was the 2nd semester of the year.
There was a new student in class on the first day of the new semester. She sat behind us and we made friends with her. Quickly, she became part of our gang. It was awesome. She was from a government school, like me, so we kinda get to compare schools and school rules. She was one of my best friends in school. My "gang" consist of 4 girls.
During finals, 1 of the girls in my "gang" drifted apart from us. I thought it was because we were too busy studying, so we didn't talk much to her. But even after finals, she neglected to hang out with us anymore. She didn't hate us, but we just don't go for breaks together and gossip together. We didn't even get to do the stuff that we discussed before finals, like going for baking classes, going shopping etc. Of course, we didn't get to do ANY of the stuff because she kinda forgotten about us.
But we still treat her as our friend. The question is, Is she treating us as HER friend?
And there's another girl. She's been hating my new friend since the week she transferred here. At first it was just an misunderstanding, but she held on to the grudge till today. But it's like, seriously, we've been with my friend the whole time in school, and she did NOTHING to her. Alright, WE did nothing to her, too. Now it's like our once "so-called" friends hate us because of her.
I know she's my friend, but I came to Cempaka to avoid all these from my previous school. I came here to start a new school life which doesn't involve all this. Is it worth it to protect my friend and being hated by all?
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